I didn't expect to experience so many emotions surrounding Sadie's first birthday... For me the excitement began weeks ago as I started to dream and plan. I loved making her invitations and buying supplies for her party. I love pink (and hope to pass this love on to my daughter), so getting ready for her party involved LOTS of pink! I experienced much excitement as I began to anticiapte the big day.
Also, along the way to b-day party time, I experienced some frustration--when things didn't work as I planned or when I couldn't find what I needed. Some of the frustration happened the day of her party as I finished decorating her cakes! (Luckily I had friends and family here to keep me calm!)
As we began setting up and getting things ready, I was visited by some last minute worries... Thankfully, I didn't have much time to worry about anything. As guests began to arrive, I was overwhelmed and extremely thankful that my daughter is loved and cherished by such wonderful people.
I love watching Sadie. I had a blast yesterday watching her interact with people, explore new things, and especially dig into her cake (sweets are a rare treat!) I was filled with such Joy watching her smile and squeal with excitement. After her party ended, Marc and I were filled with such satisfaction that we were able to celebrate such a wonderful milestone with our precious daughter.
Now, as I reflect I am experiencing some sadness. I'm sad to leave the "Baby" days behind, but joyful to enter the next stage of her life. It is hard to recognize that my baby is a little girl.